I finally discovered the monsters aren't under my bed, they're in my head. Discovering the number on the scale means nothing; been at the lowest of my lows, now at the highest of my highs. Turning self-hatred into self-love.
June 3rd
8:31 AM

F a i l u r e.

I never try. I use my eating disorder history as an excuse to not be healthy. That is over. That is done. THIS IS NOT WHO I AM. I am making me, starting n o w.

w-a-s-t-e-d-memories:

INSTEAD OF REBLOGGING PHOTOS OF GIRLS IN SHORT SHORTS AND MINNIE TOPS WITH AMAZING HAIR, WHY DON’T YOU STOP FOR A MINUTE AND REBLOG THIS PHOTO. IT WON’T RUIN YOUR BLOG I PROMISE!!!This is my bestfriend, shes been in hospital for anorexia, shes like all you other girls saying your fat, she actually did something about it, shes so strong. i just want her to know that its okay if your not a twig you still mean something to everyone <3 

w-a-s-t-e-d-memories:

INSTEAD OF REBLOGGING PHOTOS OF GIRLS IN SHORT SHORTS AND MINNIE TOPS WITH AMAZING HAIR, WHY DON’T YOU STOP FOR A MINUTE AND REBLOG THIS PHOTO. IT WON’T RUIN YOUR BLOG I PROMISE!!!
This is my bestfriend, shes been in hospital for anorexia, shes like all you other girls saying your fat, she actually did something about it, shes so strong. i just want her to know that its okay if your not a twig you still mean something to everyone <3 

w-a-s-t-e-d-memories:

INSTEAD OF REBLOGGING PHOTOS OF GIRLS IN SHORT SHORTS AND MINNIE TOPS WITH AMAZING HAIR, WHY DON’T YOU STOP FOR A MINUTE AND REBLOG THIS PHOTO. IT WON’T RUIN YOUR BLOG I PROMISE!!!This is my bestfriend, shes been in hospital for anorexia, shes like all you other girls saying your fat, she actually did something about it, shes so strong. i just want her to know that its okay if your not a twig you still mean something to everyone &lt;3 

w-a-s-t-e-d-memories:

INSTEAD OF REBLOGGING PHOTOS OF GIRLS IN SHORT SHORTS AND MINNIE TOPS WITH AMAZING HAIR, WHY DON’T YOU STOP FOR A MINUTE AND REBLOG THIS PHOTO. IT WON’T RUIN YOUR BLOG I PROMISE!!!
This is my bestfriend, shes been in hospital for anorexia, shes like all you other girls saying your fat, she actually did something about it, shes so strong. i just want her to know that its okay if your not a twig you still mean something to everyone <3 

June 2nd
2:12 PM
Via
eatcleanmakechanges:

train-eat-sleep:

SO proud of my fridge right now! :)
Got this ENTIRE fridge full of whole foods at the farmers market today for just under 25 bucks. Whoever said eating healthy is too expensive has obviously never even TRIED. Try feeding 2 people for an entire week eating fast food..and spend less then 25 bucks.  Not gonna happen. What on earth should i make first!! *giddyness*



HEALTHY FOOD PORN!

eatcleanmakechanges:

train-eat-sleep:

SO proud of my fridge right now! :)

Got this ENTIRE fridge full of whole foods at the farmers market today for just under 25 bucks. Whoever said eating healthy is too expensive has obviously never even TRIED. Try feeding 2 people for an entire week eating fast food..and spend less then 25 bucks.  Not gonna happen. What on earth should i make first!! *giddyness*



HEALTHY FOOD PORN!

2:11 PM
Via

Hey, Fat Girl

foodfitnessandfreedom:

barbellbabe:

Every time I see someone new at the gym, usually overweight - this is what I think of them. They may never know how highly I regard them & their effort to make themselves better. There is no reason to be self-conscious :)

It doesn’t matter how slow you go, how much weight you lift, and how long it takes you to get there. What matters is your doing SOMETHING. A step in the right direction. And if you keep walking forward you’ll get somewhere :)

Every fitblr out there needs to read this and be inspired. This is amazing.

2:08 PM
Via

No More.

theskinnychapter:

No more chocolate.

No more giving up.

No more relaxing.

No more food overeating.

No more complaints.

No more self pity.

No more fat.

No more chilling when I should be running.

No more eating ‘cause I can.

No more laying on my butt.

No more waiting for things to happen.

No more procrastination.

No more excuses.

April 23rd
12:20 PM

Draw me.

Playing my first game.

Winesk

April 22nd
2:31 PM
Via

Can you imagine how skinny we’d all be if we spent as much time at the gym as we do on Tumblr?

April 21st
11:12 PM
Via
felt-with-the-heart:

beyondthewavves:

this is the sickest thing ive ever seen on tumblr

How do they get down..
omg. bricks would literally fall out of my ass.
omg :o


I would die. Fall&amp;splat

felt-with-the-heart:

beyondthewavves:

this is the sickest thing ive ever seen on tumblr

How do they get down..

omg. bricks would literally fall out of my ass.

omg :o

I would die. Fall&splat

11:09 PM
Via

Guys like girls who need to be taken care of, boosts the male ego.

skinnygrapefruit:

Too bad I’m too headstrong, fierce, independent, weird, strong, tall.

Boys can suck it.

# getting my mojo back. Life goes on

I’m too much to handle.